Showing posts with label alcohol. Show all posts
Showing posts with label alcohol. Show all posts

Sunday, 22 February 2026

More than a hangover

Blogging continuity is a virtue itself, so despite headwinds I am leaving hereby a short note, saving for posterity the outcomes of my folly. On Friday a few lads came over to my place. We emptied too many bottles. This resulted in a severe punishment from my body, which on Saturday refused to put up with the excessive alcohol intake the evening before.

The entire day wasted, so with other duties to get on with during the weekend I need to put back my posting on the Ukraine until next weekend. Already roughly fine, but still feel the effects of noting eating a crumb yesterday and having my digestive system irritated by throwing up the Friday evening’s content yesterday morning. A proper poisoning past me.

Not asking for sympathy, just facing the music. Past this bout of crass stupidity I will hold back from going overboard with alcohol for a long time.

Sunday, 27 April 2014

Pod Mocnym Aniołem – film review

If you have ever wondered what amount of filth a director can squeeze into a single film and your supposition was ‘finite’, watching the most recent Wojtek Smarzowski’s film (literally titled ‘Under the strong angel’; the title should tell you nothing) should put you straight. And if watch the fifth consecutive film directed by the same guy and the filth is dosed up copiously, it simply bores you stiff. Mr Smarzowski’s first film, ‘Wesele’, was a wry and brilliant depiction of shortcomings of parochial, provincial Poland. “Dom zły’ niftily took viewers back to the dark side of Poland in late 1970s and during the martial law. I found ‘Róża’ tedious and gave up on watching it around the middle. In ‘Drogówka’ the director and screenwriter (both roles fulfilled by Mr Smarzowski in the flesh) went over the top and the newest film, which premiered early this year, is another example of overkill, suggesting it is time to draw a line.

Having read the first reviews, I resolved not to bother to watch it in the cinema and put back the moment I familiarise with the film until it is available online. Watching such abhorrent film at home gives a tremendous comfort of being able to pause or stop playing or omitting some scenes if in need and an even bigger comfort of not having to observe reactions of audience, spanning from hissing in disgust to outbursts of uncontrollable chuckling.

Mr Smarzowski’s films are featured with unique naturalistic style, something I have grown fed up with. How many times can you watch crass intercourses (easily recognisable, as the couple always make characteristic moves and moan)? What is the pleasure in seeing inebriated folks urinating, defecating or throwing up uncontrollably and then still wearing grimy clothes? Is it necessary to watch several similar scenes in which delirium-stricken alcohol addicts quiver? Too much off-putting form, too little substance, plausibly intended to leave the viewers shell-shocked…

Denying the film the substance is unfair, although at times a viewer can wonder whether the film has a coherent plot. The plot, at times moving on without rhyme or reason and its patchiness reflects perception of reality by a compulsive drinker. The world is seen with eyes of people whose lives have been ruined by alcohol and the picture is dejecting.

For the sake of fairness, it has to be underlined not only craving for alcohol can make people stoop very low. Each and every compulsion: drugs, gambling, shopping, computer games and all other, can be turn an addict’s and their relatives’ lives upside down. Each spoils relationships, deprives of money, destroys careers and reputation. So why alcohol?

Because it has always been a part of Polish identity. Tipples have been with Poles when they were happy and when they were sad, in moments of glory and in moments of despair, Alcoholic drinks have come in useful in celebrating successes and in drowning sorrows. Teetotallers as a matter of principle were dubious, accused of being sneaks. Alcohol has added courage and has helped break the ice; helped to hit it off and let go inhibitions. This appeal made it indispensable for addicts…

Some of the guests of film’s premiere in January 2014 declared they feel like not reaching out for alcohol any more. I find such reactions excessive. Alcohol, as many other stuff, if used in small amounts and infrequently, does little harm. As long as you do not sit behind the wheel when intoxicated, can control what you do and remember what you have done (and do not regret doing it) and your body does not signal you have drunk too much, everything is in the proper order.

Oddly enough, Mr Smarzowski’s films, despite oozing with muck, are generally praised and receive favourable reviews and good publicity. The chap beyond all doubt is gifted and has guts to tackle gruelling topics in his films, but if all of them have so akin murky setting and in form are akin to one another, at some stage one can be sick of it… Despite the general dislike for recent creations of the uncanny director, I cannot pledge not to watch his next film. No matter how repugnant it is, I will probably not resist the temptation to see it out of sheer curiosity. But for heaven’s sake, may the next film contain more substance and diminish in form…

Sunday, 5 January 2014

Going downhill?

The New Year’s gloom is slowly abating, it definitely will go away for good with advent of regular daily grind in the corpo-world, due to commence the day after tomorrow.

Daily dose of news does not fill one with overly optimism though. Headlines in recent days were dominated by tidings of ‘carnage’ in Kamien Pomorski in north-west Poland, where on New Year’s Day an inebriated and intoxicated 26-year-old male murdered six people and left two other injured. The fatalities are members of two families who went with children for a New Year’s Day stroll. They were out of luck to be smashed by a somersaulting red BMW. In fact every one of us could have lost life in such brutal way.

The massacre gave rise to public outrage for many reasons. Not only because the culprit was guilty of drunk-driving, not only because in 2006 he was once deprived of his driving license for driving under influence (recidivist), not only because in seconds he took away several human beings’ lives. The most appalling was that he would be subject to up to 15 years of imprisonment, and charged with drunk-driving and causing fatal accident, while many believe he should be held accountable of murder and his 20-year-old female passenger (sober at the time of accident), who had done nothing to prevent him from sitting behind the wheel and argued with during the journey, should be accomplice. (BTW – what virtues has that man had to impress a woman?)

After the senseless death of six people, problem of drunk-driving has come under fire in the media and among politicians. The government intends to put forth far more severe punishments for drunk-driving and thus crack down on plague of pinheads sitting behind the wheel under influence.

Whether the stricter penalties serve their purpose is a debatable issue. The problem of drunk-driving is more social than political or legal (although if such crime as the one committed by 26-year-old bandit is not categorised as murder, it lays bare an evident shortcoming of the Polish penal code). The heart of the problem has been rightly located by Michael, who points out it is the ‘tacit consent’ / ‘acquiescence’ for drinking alcohol and sitting behind the wheel thereafter in the Polish society. Written law might fulfil its role better or worse, but it will surely do it better, if certain behaviours become intolerable. Drafting a new, restrictive law with severe punishments for drunk-driving and enacting it is a matter of weeks. Eradicating the ‘tacit consent’ for minds of millions of Poles is a task for years.

As correctly noted, people sit behind the wheel tanked-up, not because they are not precluded from it by gentle punishment, it is because they expect not to be caught. From economic perspective, a drunk driver considers the situation in their intoxicated brain in the following way: expected punishment = punishment times odds of being caught. If the latter is low, even if the former is high, the outcome is low and they are more likely to drive…

A law which is not enforceable is worth nothing… What is the point for irreversible loss of driving licence? Maybe my way of thinking is weird, but this measure simply does not work. If somebody is to sit behind the wheel, they will do this, no matter if they possess the document or not. Forfeiture of property (vehicle) and pecuniary penalties should serve as primary measures against inebriated drivers.

That ‘carnage’ is not the only incident from recent days which called into question faith in people…

On 28 December 2013 a 22-year-old male killed with a hammer his 30-year-old friend and his 8-year-old son, who accidentally witnessed the murder. Then the criminal stole 1,000 PLN and the victim’s car and dashed off. His escaped did not last long – soon after he crashed the car and was detained by the police. The murder was committed with cold blood.

On New Year’s Eve, in Łódź, a drunk pregnant (9th month) 31-year-old woman, was run down by a car. Circumstances of the accident still remain unclear, but from the picture that emerges it transpires she was a member of gang which threatened to damage cars in order to wheedle out money from their owns. One of their victims was a 67-year-old man returning from fireworks show. While trying to run away, he probably did not see the pregnant woman lying on the street and mowed her down. The woman died on the same day, her child passed away two days after (this is the most probably scenario presented in the media)

On the same day, somewhere in southern Poland a drunk 33-year-old man almost trounced to death a 3-month-old infant. The child is fighting for life.

On New Year’s Day three men in their 20’s threw a firework into a house inhabited by a disabled man. For kicks. The firework set the fire. The man with first and second degree burns was taken to hospital, his dwelling is uninhabitable. For kicks…

And while I was writing it, a drunk driver in Bytom hit into a group of people. Fortunately, nobody was killed, nor severely injured.

Down in the dumps, I was surely oversensitive to such news. These eye-popping examples of cruelty and idiocy, although gruesome and unacceptable, should not spoil the overall picture of Poland. It is not the country of widespread criminality, full of drunk murderers, albeit in terms of common sense behind the wheel, catching up with more civilised nations would improve safety on Polish roads. The only alarming common denominator of all misdeeds mentioned above is that they were committed by relatively young (aged less than 35) people. This does not cast good light on generation which in decade or two should become Poland’s elite.

I wish such accident do not recur. I can merely wish, as I fail to come up with a prescription for successful measures decreasing criminality. I only hazard a guess it is not a task for politicians or lawmakers. It is a task for social engineers and everyone who could tamper with people’s mindsets…

Sunday, 15 July 2012

Heavy Sunday...

The length of today’s musings is sponsored by a hangover. I got tanked up yesterday because I planned and wanted and I feel no remorse.

In brief, drinking around half a litre of vodka within some four hours by a 24-year-old male, 190 centimetres tall, weighing 70 kilograms, who used to be well-trained in boozing, currently seldom looking for occasions to indulge in consumption of alcohol beverages can result in:
1) joyful frame of mind, upbeat attitude towards challenges and unwarranted friendliness towards people,
2) not feeling dizzy, nor having problems keeping the balance (to my huge surprise),
3) not having stomach turned upside down and having its contents thrown up inadvertently, albeit it has to be emphasised at the certain moment I knew I’d had enough and drinking a single droplet more could end up very unpleasantly,
4) having irregular blood pleasure and heartbeat – again this body reaction proves to be the biggest peril affecting well-being just after drinking on the day after,
5) sleeping too shortly and waking up at 3 a.m., after mere four hours of sleep (most people sleep well while hammered),
6) being unable to sit behind the wheel for the whole day (better not to play with the fire…) and reluctant to cycle (weather’s perfect in terms of temperature today!),
7) having serious problems to string together a blog post longer than a few sentences,
8) trying harder to acquire some knowledge while poring over the 4th volume of my CFA level 1 textbook.

All in all, the state of intoxication brings about a huge temptation to revert to it more often. This is the simplest path to losing control over drinking and falling into a dire addiction, so it’s much better to resist it and wait patiently for the next occasion…